When the body is hot, of course I become wanting him too.

 Of course if putting two nake people laying on each other, I also cannot help it.

Babaji: too hot or just a little hot.

I don’t remember. It feels it’s not close enough, you want the things to go inside it. You will try to find it. He may rub it outside but it arouse the body. But I don’t like to sex. A wanting to be piercing at me?  That’s very contradicted. If I have a will to stop there, then it won’t happen. Sometimes you cannot help it if they do certain things. He will make me to go wanting him, at least at that moment. Otherwise I won’t even talk to him probably. It’s too dangerous. I could feel it sometimes.