Man initiate sex or me?

 Babaji: would you go seduce him Eben?

Actually that’s one thing I probably won’t do. Those images they sent it in, let’s say I meet Eben for once or twice sex, I am still not comfortable with him. A guy feels sex and a girl feel sex is different. I say to him many times, I don’t like it.

Babaji: did the guy like it more if you don’t like it?

I don’t actually know that. I think when two people are becoming so close so close, he is literally putting things inside me, and without a cover? Two people naked, if his skin touched me, I feel burn too. I will have no reason why. And doing all that thumbnail images  if it becomes true? That is ...a man hugging a women thing. I try not to think of it.

Babaji: you should think deeply on it.

When I see him, when I see him. If the clothes are on, probably I just don’t feel to lose myself. The actual touching has an effect. Maybe like saying a girl becomes hot. I don’t need foreplay. If just the body touches the body without the clothes, my will also got affected. That’s already too much.