No imagination no visualization.
The “air” envelope the entire body. What he used to do was no matter what objection I have, I have no strength to fight it off. It will drive the body crazy.
Recently, it’s I finally be free. Wrong. I have to make an effort knowing it’s equal status love. I go to so and so. No more this who fight with whom things. It’s only he says so.
Do I feel hurt?
No.
Most time I think Babaji made it up the character. So they are not like that. And with me, after few months, I could forget the whole things and live my life.
But ...there is something I started to doubt he is not making things up.
By hands. To get rid of the air drugged states.
Do I feel guilty? No. My face is thick on the subjects but I don’t really like to talk about it.
Do I think there is camera? Probably.
And? Babaji is the boss. If I have to, I have to. I already minimize it. But ...I am worried about the Judgement Day. You only watch the movies, but some others watches porn. It’s still another kinds of TV.
I have some intuition about that. I just hope it’s not true. I probably is the wrong side. Babaji is the correct side.
Like 5 Lord NSYNC, that’s US property. But my friends they are real human being. I know they are married or at works, so I knew for certain there is no such things between me and that 5 college friends. It left to NSYNC. They say each them married. JC is a gay. But recently they shows me 5 Lord again.
I just don’t want to talk about it but there are things I can only hope that’s not real. Of course no porms stuffs. One TV is right, I gonna say porn is not right?
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