I think he meant the flyer. I didn’t check it.

 Babaji: oh.

Maybe he didn’t design the flyer himself.

Babaji: you want to face to face asking him about it?

If you meant if I would fight him about it, of course not.

Babaji: why not?

This event will soon pass and God knows Eben may not show up for months or years, why would I go inquisitive him this stuffs? He does that on purpose. He is really doing it.

Babaji: you thought he was joking about it?

He does not look like that. He somewhat is nice. He wants me to hate him more? Lalla is next by Mickelsen? Just one extra n? And Dean on that side? Lavine

Babaji: you want to keep saying that?

I cannot feel from him. You sometimes lie to me, you want to know but you lie to me and you purposely getting me upset and do this do that.

Babaji: did Eben meant real?

Maybe.

Babaji: then be a good girl. Don’t make a fuss so loud anyone could hear.

I said I heard it I heard it.

Babaji: you really lose it, don’t you? You already know what he can do, and he is doing it?

I feel so sickening. I don’t want to talk about it. 

Babaji: Anna

I am trying to like the guy okay? I am. I really am. I watch his video, I listen to what he says. I am doing my best.

Babaji: you are not doing it enough.

Don’t bring this Simon in it. 

Babaji: why not? He is in the photo.

So sickening ...

Babaji: you finally building up something for him and he just destroyed it himself. He is not afraid of losing you, he is telling you. Like I say to you. You should be afraid more when you losing him this time or next time.

I want to rest a little bit.

Babaji: getting upset won’t help. Talk to him will help.

I am not getting upset. He just makes his case. I won’t do whatever he is not happy things, can I?

Babaji: that won’t work on him. He will find out if you lie to him.

I just told him already, he can hear that himself.

Babaji: man needs a test. 

This IS NOT A TEST. No one treats real life for this kind of TEST and this diagram was done a while ago.

Babaji: he just doesn’t like what he heard from you. You actually question his authority.

I question his authority ?

Babaji: tell me what a normal girl seeing him doing this, what do they suppose to act? You can shut up with me now.

I am not a normal girl. You are in my life, not him in my life. If I have to say it to you, because I have to.

Babaji: I said, what would a normal girl do?

I don’t know. It disturbs me makes me a little ...

Babaji: panic ? Do you want a plan from me like we talk behind our door? He won’t hear about it?

Can you stop? You are not making us better.

Babaji: no, I am not.

Don’t tell me in the end of these, I gonna find both you or the rest of them are equally sickening. 

Babaji: I said what a normal girl would think, act or do, if she received these two emails from Eben? loving him more, because he shows you now he is jealous and has a feeling or having a game to play because he cares what you say about your friend, you life, he is implying you that he knows about your life?

He is not jealous, he knows we are going to be together.

Babaji: maybe he just feeling you and fed up hearing from you.

No, he is not fed up. That’s what the normal girl will think. He wants to know this stuffs and learn it. He is not that small minded. I don’t know what he is doing. I don’t like it, that doesn’t mean he did it for small mindsets or small purpose. He just telling me things as that. Sometimes men’s feeling are fake. They put themselves in it for 10 minutes, finish sex and really whatever the mind on sex that length of time, he can acting completely normal, and none of this means anything to him anymore.

Babaji: you want to think that, or he is like that.

I am not thinking like that, It is like that.