Second email

 Babaji: half check. You ...feeling unsure he meant real to drop you now but there is we?

I know I need him. I heard it thousand times from you, I am not damf.

Babaji: so you feeling ...

He just using words like that. There is nothing to think about. 

Babaji: if you care to have a relationship, you fold your attitude a little bit so he won’t use this words again with you if one side you are afraid losing him. When he make it, he is not afraid losing you or just drop you.

I know I heard that.

Babaji: sex energy is strong, although you aren’t officially together but it’s real.

It’s not real, I don’t want to hear about it.

Babaji: maybe he can feel it on his side you keep resisting him.

I adjust that already ...

Babaji: really? You could adjust that? a real feeling you not just so disgust about him, you practically hate him for this entire sex operation talks. Just looking at these none stop sending-in image visual effect, why cannot you just acting like the rest of them, finding sweetness in them as like Eben gives you a head up?

What? Eben gives me a head up? That was not from him, at least I am clear on that.

Babaji: he has his feeling and because you two are together now, he can read that himself and have a sensual feel.

I don’t want to hear about it.

Babaji: he did want you so he dress himself on green.

I SAiD I don’t want to hear about it.