Babaji: if you know man are just 10 minute pretending ...

 It may not just be 10 minutes feeling pretending, it might be months they pretending that jealous feeling to have a huge sex effect to that particular day they design it. It’s not real. They purposely doing that because man naturally is more evolved than women. They can quit the feeling the moment they say so, at least a man like him. As long as I don’t drop him, he knew he could play his games 100%. He knows I cannot drop him, so sickening ...

Babaji: so he is not really jealous?

No, he is not. He has his dislike, he tells me, but it’s more of his sickening games to make me panic. I know the games and I still have a feeling. I will get hurt. I will get panic. I telling him straightforward things so he could stop doing it.

Babaji: that’s not what they say on the test sheet, the girls.

They think whatever they want to think. Eben is NOT like that. 

Babaji: Tell me, if you know that much, and if he is exactly like you said, not the tests people say, are you still going to have sex with him ?

Yes, we are married. Sex is sex, his games is his games. My feeling don’t count.

Babaji: you would let him sex you like he designed it?

I told him I won’t like it. It’s all for their feeling. Man can grow differently if that circumstance is allow. Sex is just sex. It’s not a big deal. 

Babaji: if all of them are the same? You can not find one that be thoughtful to speak of his true feeling?

I just told you those feeling to men are not real. They know so, I believe so.

Babaji: if you believe so, why don’t getting hurt like the rest of girls and leave

I am NOT getting hurts because they do that. They just more like sex. It’s not personal. It has nothing to do with me. At least I can tell that apart. They are not doing it to hurt my feeling. They are just like that themselves. 

Babaji: I think it means to girls say, if it’s true, it’s actually hurting.

I already don’t care about them, I won’t care about what the fuss they pretend themselves to be and all they ask was just a fantasy because the Bible says so. It’s done it’s done. It says so, it says so.

Babaji: they are boys groups and girls groups.

I know that.

Babaji: you think you right?

I am not telling you I am right or I am wrong, I am telling them clearly I don’t care about it what fantasy they pretend to be. It’s not real. So I am not real, you can leave me alone.

Babaji: if they really need to put it in?

I won’t go on purpose showing up to them.