Babaji: they said the world becomes dimmer every time you have a perspectives on the movies

 Oh ...

Babaji: You still laughing, they Chinese must be very funny.

Haha...kinda of. Like I spread a dirt of shining sand on them and they got covered up from the reality.

Babaji: they now cannot breath at home every time someone talks about the movies or Bible verses. They want to kill them, so there is COVID 19.

Yeah.

Babaji: you know you will marry him, but ... ...

I can tell him about it if he just talked about it. Like I don’t really want the eternal things.

Babaji: so the conclusion is ?

He didn’t come here yet and I think I breath a little better these few weeks.

Babaji: If it’s every words count, he doesn’t need to write you up anymore.

He is expecting to do all that on the screen...

Babaji: and more.

He knows I won’t like him for real.

Babaji: then make it real.

Marry him is the most thing I can do.

Babaji: It’s not the only thing you can do. 

My feeling is my feeling. Maybe I will change. I am not worried about that.

Babaji: you sure?

Yeah.