Raps, eggs photo, language : she got rap

 For example sometimes guys just want to say “she got raped”

It’s just a description. 

Sometimes, they let’s say, blind fold me, Victoria secret bras and underwear, and hand coff. They found how many guys do by hands and just to fullfilled an image they sent in “240 eggs” and on the TV monitor has this Japanese animation how ejection is filled up the uterus, or they watch it before they come to the room. They do by hands and when they shoot, they open my legs and make an ejection with many people doing the same things. You are not going to say she has raped, it’s just “an image” they put on the internet, they think it’s funny and do it.

Babaji: what if they are tired of that games?

What ?

Babaji: you heard me.

Okay his heart meant they meant to fuck and rape me. Then it’s how many time she got raped, that language that terms excited to them. There is porns they air then, or they watched at home. Because my body is white, just like they examine my look with the Miss Universe. The actual feel might be all different. It’s the skin color.

Babaji: baby part.

If one day I was not careful they put through a guy that’s not tie, I got preganent, then it’s the language “ she got raped when she is preganent” or “ she just delivere a baby, she got gang” “why?” ‘She got milk” I know it sounds like a lot of childish words they might say. But it’s just a word they saying it...like how many times he fuck you this morning. Then the other he says he how much, the third guy says how much. They have their social life to make up a number. There are all kinds of craps they doing it for their reasons. 

Babaji: you would do it if you know that much?

I could go anywhere to reject that?

Babaji: what you think the test says?

Of course they are not going to get raped. Eben won’t want his wife to get raped. It’s hurting his image and their girls image. He is a big businessman, you do that rapping him, you kidnapping his business. So on so forth.

Babaji: what do you think Eben thinks?

I tell him to quit now. He has a choice, because he knows once we got married, it’s his worlds his doing. I won’t say a thing anymore. I don’t actually want that. So I told him. So what does he think? I don’t want to know.