5/19/2021

I don’t really have a father

 


I know my father when I was very very young, should I and Eben getting into a fight if my memory is not all that clear he left me alone to the go game table. He look at me far away, and he disappear. It happens all the time. Far away = you see him gone. That’s two row away. I remember. When the game is over, he will not be there...does Eben gonna get jealous I have a father issues? That’s before 3rd grades. He is very impair person. His brother made it, he lost his passport expiration date = lost clients. He got into gambling owing others money and left where I live in this room, but all kinds of flyers down stairs for my mother to look. He cannot fix the house to get rent so my mother can breath with my brother in America, she had to flight back. He cannot clean so the house is horribly dirty both my brother and my sister knows. He went to jails, my mother spent a lot of money saving him..now he is getting married with online whom in the California ...his mother dead, he has no more mom. That’s 3 kids. They lost their mom. Do I have a father ? It’s not worth to mention at all...if my host family father my father? Why don’t you assume Steve Jobs are my dad? That’s the entire Apple I have to tight myself to for a whole year 2015.

Babaji: Apple, neh?

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