Facebook do I ever cry to talk to him?

 Are you out of your mind ? I want to go to sleep.

Babaji: you heard what I say.

There is nothing to cry about it. If he writes a long email yes I have cried. In person I don’t think so.

Babaji: telling him should pay you more attention, come to Buffalo more often, do something with you not to fool around everyone else business. 

I already say, he always does what he wants. You want me to control him ?

Babaji: YES

You are impossible. How can you control a person when he is like that ? He only does what he likes.

Babaji: you tell him you don’t like.

It’s always his opinion counts, okay. It’s not something to say I can get what I want. He knows what I want but just impossible. Just getting worse and worse.

Babaji: You could have talked to Dean.

Of course not. That was my life not his life.

Babaji: he comes to your dream and you don’t call him?

Those childish talk I don’t know how to do. I have a dream? My life was aweful? He would just tell me don’t be with him anymore. I have nothing to lean on, it’s only him. That’s just the way it was. My future is blurs, there is nothing I can do physically. I don’t have a skill. The future was hopeless. 

Babaji: you never want to talk to Dean, are you going to talk to Justin like you need Lords?

😨 I want to go to sleep. That’s not a need. I don’t need a lot of things in life so I go and lean on someone.

Babaji: but you lean on me.

Yes.