Number 6: he wants my confident in him

 When people evolved to certain degree of the world. I don’t know if that’s the word “trust” or confident he knows what he is doing. If he opens door to Simon, of course I say to him, I don’t want that. He won’t heard me saying, “you don’t know what you are doing?” No. I understand him. I just don’t like it, don’t want it. Do I lose the confidence in him? No. He could tell me or don’t tell me it’s on the Bible. It’s something more of a mutual understanding, 

Babaji: there is a lot of tests.

Washing dishes... I wash the dishes, Eben has to work. That’s fine.

Number 7: Deep desire for respect.

Is there a reason I might disrespect him ? It’s a courtesy you do that, not actual a sex talk, he can do the talk, not the girl. I don’t call him what. That’s a respect. Yeah, he treats me like a sex toy kind or a prostitute? Yeah. I know that. It’s just the way it is. There is nothing to talk about it. Every guy is all about the same.

Babaji: they say they are not the same. The girls say.

Just believe me, they are all the same.

Bsbaji: they say you only had one Nick, and although they don’t know what Babaji to teach you to be a slut,  you are not going to pass Eben’s test?

If Eben gonna married me by hearing whatever things I said to him dont, I don’t think he meant test on that. He just does it, I have no authority after marrying to him whatsoever. I actually told everyone before, I am not sure it was in Chinese or probably in English. If I knew this real, I probably won’t tell him about it, you are right.

Babaji: his word or your word.

His word.

Babaji: if he lies?

I need to be able to hear it through “his heart voice”like the Chinese spiritual magic power says...like knowing him enough if I know he is lying. If I know he is lying, I do the opposite. Most time I don’t think so.

Babaji: sex?

That’s one thing if Sex subjects is set in the family household, Eben probably won’t care about that much of other factors in every other points, because getting one things close to what he needs, that’s enough. For example: the money or the bank account. He may be more loosen about on a porn girl. But he already know I don’t spent much, or where do I spent on? 194 countries buying the same exact things. He might want one himself or he told Simon about it. It’s funny when you have a household that contains the others people, the money, the account, the house, or whom helping whom this weekend if he is not around. I don’t need a baby sitter. I need a peace and a quiet.

Babaji: they girls needs a lot of things to be included as a family, family, friends, Facebook, college reunion, Saturday night, movie night, going on a date, a social event, a party event dressing up with beautiful clothing and accessories with perfume.

I don’t have a perfume or a lipstick. I am headache when he comes for real. There are a lot of things I don’t have.

Babaji: I think Eben heard enough, like the girls say. Eben heard way more than he wants to hear like on the flyer says shut up.

Fine.