😨 Babaji: Maybe like?

 I was the one went to Simon, so he already knows what idea I got to turn myself worldwide famous. You want Simon do a song recording for you? I sing him and his world many songs. He knows I know the music notes. I even explained it in writing. Do I really want a recording or like my sister, she really really really needs the fame as a girl? If he comes to me and Eben, and if that reason is to mess up me and Eben relationship, we both have to know maturely that’s what Eben really want? He does not need to hear me again and again saying I don’t want to be part of that. But you all want to fantasizing this ...I have no ideas what you all imagine. Simon’s parents are gone, so it’s not I would go arguing about his mother saying unless he does on purpose. Nick does on purpose everyday is how great her cooking was. I would tell Simon I don’t want to hear about it. If he really keep going on and on about his mother, he really just want to get a fight? That’s the same with Eben. I am not going to provoking them, they can stop trying to provoke me.

Babaji: do you believe Simon or Eben can provoke people on purpose ?

Of course. I have no doubts they knew or formula a plan how to have a dialogue that makes me furious if they heard Babaji says arguing. I actually hate it. I already don’t really like about them because they are clever, that’s how they achieve in the business world. I just want a simple life. If they want is sex, we already knew that ahead of time. Just only that. 

Babaji: Girls thinks sex needs the emotional bonding ?

You all believe that yourself ? I didn’t really listen to what Eben says on dating or intimacy, but if the guys just care about sex only, I think it’s true. It’s just that. They come snd they go. Completely they are boss in that situation. I would not have any saying of it.

Babaji: The military guys will tell you ...

I heard most guys don’t really like the girls just go and jump on them. If they don’t come and intimidate me, I probably don’t speak to them a word of it. I am content with my life. I find things to do in life. But somehow all you girls liking on man has a taste issues. Something about you imagine they are certain man, but they really are just a regular guy.

Babaji: and they military guys will tell you about their business is ?

It’s definitely their own stuffs to care about. I have my worlds to care about. I told everyone about it. Simon or Eben will know I have my things to do. They would know I establish the last 8 years works, I actually spent day and night building it. They won’t come to my desk and looking for an email account? There are certain things if you all are driven crazy mad, you would revenge to them in certain ways like a psycho. You cannot just leave them at their world and just go. Their stability is not strong. Not to say they just want to play a game, all you decide it’s? A child saying ? You gonna say that to them with what kind of language ? I would say clearly I asked Eben about it. I am not comfortable with. If Simon just want to argue why I always talk to Eben, we can just sort things behind, he just want to fight about it, nagging and sex about it. That’s just how they are playing. I am not doing that with them. I am just saying if you all going out doing it...

Babaji: they have too much feelings. Guys having sex don’t need a feeling.

Yeah, they are just like needs a sex toy. Can you be the sex toy? They may tell you or not telling you at first. Would I know that? If they use those language to me? I gonna react on it?

Babaji: It’s not just that. There are too many issues they cannot make it.

There are rules to play, there are maturity that requires to play. I never done it neither and they just without telling me decides that’s Bible says, of course I objected ! The entire situation makes them innocent looking like...

Babaji: no, they are completely innocent. 

I am not stupid. All these movies all favors in what they are saying although it looks bad. My issue is with Babaji. I cannot explain to Simon or Eben why he exists but I cannot tell them neither why I must follow his order and it just happened, it is on their interests sides. Not my side. Do they know what that means. I explains to them what it might meant. They will pretend a face to come and tell me, it’s not like that. I misunderstanding them. I don’t want to hear any of that.

Babaji: they need that games, they know where to get the games. They don’t need a Bible, but it’s a plus.