Babaji: do you just want to focus your new big family ? Or you never plan to have them?

 I already agree. I am fine.

Babaji: really?

Yeah. It’s just a long day, everyone all seems to get upset for something from me. It’s not really what I want to go sitting on them and me and them talk?

Babaji: why not?

We are not kingdom garden anymore, fighting over hugging face to face.

Babaji: they want to go deeper if you don’t seem to pay attention or keep ignoring them.

Why you have to saying like that ? I am not ignoring them.

Babaji: I don’t think you know what I meant everyone of them has a right to demands an explaination.

Then, today there are too many demands I am full. Tired.

Babaji: you got upset very very easily with Nick.

It just happens he never cares or listens a thing from me getting me upset. He could care enough, none of this would happen.

Babaji: you don’t want your big family to happen ? Their video? The whole world story?

... ...sorry, I will say that again.

Babaji: I want you to say that over and over and over again to them, you and Nick is over. Every one of them.

They already know we are over.

Babaji: I don’t think so.

I will remember what you say. I will talk to Eben about it.

Babaji: You lie. You don’t want to get him upset to to to do what ? Fucking you harder.

No, I don’t want that.

Babaji: what did I say before?

Give in to him.

Babaji: then do it.

😨