You actually want to sing to your 侍衛長的子歇？

 You want to sing to him? Like you ....actually love singing ?

So you don’t actually want to be a nun ever?

You want to tell him exactly you traveling to a lot of lands with the hardship and every little tiny things you feel hurt all the way, all the time? Seeking all that love? To the whole universe or this time you learn maybe you don’t really have a feel to love by definition yet?

Is there a reason Babaji has to tell me you would bite your lip and swallow down all this 委屈？

And better make a song, and sing to it?